'When you said that i'm the one for you ,
I'll be by your side . '
eighteen , 15thMAY'90
Currently ATTACHED
Simei ITE - nursing
Loves : Sleeping , Swimming , Slacking , Day-dreaming , Hanging out with friends
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{23} Eve's birthday
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♥ Cute pyjamas
♥ Decorate a mini house with mini furniture
♥ Sweater
♥ Perm/Reborn hair
♥ Car license
♥ A new Backpack Bag
♥ Decorate my room with some nice furniture
♥ Pink Zen Stone mp3
♥ Cut hair during Sept holiday
♥ A new dress
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♥ Hong Kong
♥ Japan
♥ BKK
♥ Langkawi -Four Season Resort
♥ Puket
♥ Sunway Lagoon
♥ Wild wild wet
♥ Dubai City
♥ Visit relative in thailand
♥ Cable-Car dining
♥ Resume diving by 2009
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Saturday, August 23, 2008, 11:05 AM
Changed of bloglink .
12:19 AM
Sigh .
Maybe i'm just being too nosey & naggy ba .
Keep want to know what u're doing outside ,
where r u , etc ..
But as a girlfriend of yours ,
is all this a thing tt normal gf will do ?
idk .
Is not that i don trust you or what .
Is just that , i just don feel safe w/o you by my side .
But i think u really find me too fan le ba .
Sigh .
Maybe i shouldn care anything so much .
If i didn do so , i won fan others nor will i get hurt .
What can i do ?
Please please please help me .
Really feeling very xin ku .
Everything had also changed since 11Aug .
So different .
And on this day onwards ,
i finally knew that i'm actually someone who is
destorying ur life .
If really really this time , u're saying out any break up ,
i think i'll just let u go le ba .
I don want you to wei qu urself and ren then nt being
the true u infront of me .
I admit that i'm nt a gd gf .
Sigh .
So many things to fan now .
What's life all about man .
No love at first = no hurt at all .
Sigh .
Sunday, August 17, 2008, 2:48 PM
Went to meet sept & friends ytd with baobei . (:Catch bears from the machine !
argh ~
really hard to catch .
But i got one hippo with just 1st $1 try ! :X
Dinner ,
Watched movie ,
Meet dave .
Quite a nice show ?
6.5/10
Arcade , pool ..
Nothing to do again ,
Watch 12 Lotus in e midnight ,
with baobei & boye .
But before tt ,
went to play the pick bear again - -
Spent $15 and got none !
But boye got 2 mickey ! ):
ENNNNNNNVY ~~~
Nvm , nxt time try again ! :X
Then went to take night rider .
Reach home at abt 5plus .
Watch The Defining Moment - 沸腾冰点 on mobtv . (:
And went to slp at abt 6plus .
Today won be going out .
REEEEEEEEST ! :)
Saturday, August 16, 2008, 12:15 AM
HAPPY 11th MONTH ANNIVERSARY ! (:
being remind again T.T
But it's ok (:
At least we're still tgth.
LOVESSSSSSSSSSSS !
Monday, August 11, 2008, 10:41 PM
This will be a long winded with loads of words .If you don wish to see it , please do not read this post .
Sorry & thank you .
Really feeling v stress .
For upcoming test ,
i TOTALLY didn really study at all .
i read & wrote loads of times , just trying to let myself rmb ,
but i just cant get the heck of words into my brain !
Stress about money ?
Now left with only $10 ?
LOL. wth man ~
And i didn spend on anything by buying myself anything .
DIDN AT ALL .
And yet my money was just gone by spending on
everyday's meal , weekend outing ( only twice for this mth )
and went to see doctor just now ,
it alrdy cost me $103 ?!
Sigh .
Really gone broke .
I don wanna take money from anyone .
Even if it baobei . Cos i don want him to spend his money
by giving me , then ltr end up he also no money . T.T
Sigh .
And last of all ..
i feel still feel that he still don really wanna say things
out even if there's smth wrong .
Nth happen yet . But this is just my sixth sense telling me . ):
And i felt really .. really distance from him le .
Sigh .
What's life all about ?
1:19 PM
Now everything has changed .I feel so different even though it's ok now .
It seems so distance now .
Adding to things tt i cant be doing normally ,
and it means tt i gotta trap myself .
Our communication really very sucks .
And i seriously hate it .
I don know what u think ,
and so do you .
But why ?
After so long yet we still cant hold on tgth
as a couple .
U're hurt . So do i .
Whenever i feel this way , i even feel like just
shutting myself up from anything .
But i guess this time i'll just try my best to change ba .
If you're still feeling tired , or if i feel that u're ,
don wry ,
i'll vanishes from ur life .
I don wanna make you stress,tired & destory your life .
Anyway ,
i'm sorry . Truely sorry .
If u cant feel tt i'm saying sry to u sincerely ,
i dunno wad to say le .
But i hope u can feel it .
Loves .
Saturday, August 9, 2008, 12:17 PM
FRIDAY 080808HAPPY BIRTHDAY DANNY ! {:
went up to danny's hse with baobei & boye to surprise him :X
But before tt , amanda came to find us .
" ROLL on our bed " :X
hahahahhaha~
Had dinner tgth with baobei , boye & manda {:
SATURDAY 090808
Today's NATIONAL DAY ! (:
HAPPY BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE ~~~~~
Will be celebrating danny's bdae at bei shen later at night .
So i guess this year i'm unable to see fireworks T.T
Having bad cold & couging now .
My nursing test will be on next coming thurs !!
* ROOOOOOOAR *
And when i study , i dunno why it just couldn get into my head ! T.T
HOW HOW HOW ?!
i don want & I CANT fail ! =/
Wednesday, July 30, 2008, 9:29 PM
Wooo ~Went gym with amanda just now .
Gym at taopayo .
I did ....
1. Cycling 20mins
2. Jogging 20mins ( actually 15mins are all just brisk walking ) :X
3. Rowing 20mins
4. Pushing leg 10mins
Awww ~
i wanna slim down !
Please give me back my last time de figure .
Although not slim , but at least not FAT LIKE NOW ?!
T___________T
So , i've decided to exercise at least 2-3times a week .
Hope to aim a healthy weight by oct .
BMI at about 22 ?
I'll cut down on my diet too .
Will still eat , but try nt to eat too much and oily ba .
JIAYOU GOGOGOGOGOGO JACLYN !! :D